dreams…

sometimes the dreams i have at night are so vivid and feel so real that i wake up confused as to whether or not they are real. i remember one time in high school i had a dream where one of my friends just made me so angry that when i saw here in school that next day i was so mad at her…when really she did nothing. last night was kind of like that. without going into to much detail, because really that would be embarrassing, i had a dream that i wish was real. kind of i guess…

i think sometimes my subconscious tries to tell me things through dreams. sometimes good and sometimes bad. especially with this dream. i have adamantly made up my mind about this certain someone but my dream told me otherwise. i was hanging out with this one person at the beginning and having a good time and then all of a sudden they were someone else. it didn’t bother me one bit in my dream but as soon as i woke up and thought about what i just dreamt about, i was a little angry. it has taken me how many months to get to this understanding and feeling about this person, but i feel like this dream is telling me otherwise.

now i know dreams can be interpreted many different ways. people dream about cows and flying and dinosaurs and doing things they wouldn’t normally do in real life. weirdly though my dreams are consistently related to normal life. i mean there are things that happen that could/would never happen in real life, but they never seem that out of the ordinary. i feel like many times my dreams are what i want life to be like. and its really sad to wake up and find out that its not…what does this all mean? i wish i knew.

having dreams like this though that make me happy, are a good thing because then i am excited to go to bed at night and see who and what awaits me.

goodnight.